Wasted thoughts

Why do I keep thinking of you
It doesn't matter anymore, I shouldn't like you
I hate you, yet for some reason thoughts of you lurk in my mind
We were friends, now what? Nothing?
What happened between us, only we know
Actually only you, I'm still confused
It wasn't that long
A summer wasted
I fell in a trap
Caught in what was seemingly untrue
And you.
What could possibly drift in your head?
Do you ever think of me, will you ever?
Everyone knows nothing
No one knows who you are exactly
What thoughts race through you
They don't understand you
Nether do I.
You told me, and I told you a lot.
You listened, you remembered even.
Now what?
Do you still ever think of me
Like I do of you?